Taking the narrow path can be scary at times, but believe me, it is all worth it. As you said, there is no turning back from it, but that makes it worth going. You are going to have to go all in when you take it. I hope that you can do all the things that you set up to do. I will be supporting you as a fan. I will forever cherish the experience of being your fan, man.
Grateful for you writing this blog.